There I go again

Feeling bored...... nothing to chat upon. Thanks to Mr Banihassim to become my follower. Obviously you are the only one. Anyway.... though I must admit that you had be the one who help me with the blog.

Talking about this blog, I won't tell you the story about my life. It is only the page that I experiment with.... the first page that I ever publish on the Internet. I am a bit unbeliever with the security on the internet though I prefer not to talk with anyone about my private life.

Anyway, sometimes I will published some lessons that I learned in my life as part of the discussion. It's being hard though to fought through the path I choose in my life. Sometimes it make you wanna give up. The obvious thing is the struggle within sometimes lead you to the unthinkable. But perhaps that is life.....

Wise man do say that, No pain No glory.

How Do I make money online??????

Yesterday, one of my old friend call. I am quite shock.... but when sense come back in my mind.... it is Syawal. Then I was been shocked again, He asked me 'How do you make money online?'

It is really something that shocked me. First of all, where did he know about this? because the facts is I didn't know how.... and I never make money online..... . 'Who would have told him?' Such amazing thing....If I only knew how? I said. I would not be something like I am today... I asked him to buy some books that I know are available in the market. But he really shocked me again when he said ' You are stingy? Doesn't want to tell another person. We are friend '

The truth is, I never know how. But he said that I am a gadget savvy, I should already know about these kind of thing..... The conversation end there.

But it's still ringing in my head up till this morning. Is it really important for someone who is making three thousand basics per month to talk abou making money online. He is working with one of the three telco in Malaysia. With overtime almost everyday. He is making money around six thousand each month. So I keep wondering.

One of my friend said that his late father once said..... the pay that you received each month is not a payment that you received but it is a rezeki that being gave to you by Allah. If you consider that as money...... you will not had it enough. My friend's late father is a government officer who is not a high earner. But he managed to buy a house, terrace, managed to educate 11 children, bought a car (even it is only a Perodua Kancil) cash. He just keep money and plan it properly. He managed it.... .

Somebody did said that we must try to achieved something in this world. Even we are encourage to get all that we can like we are gonna live another thousand years. It keep me thinking where should I put myself.....

This is a trial.......

I don't know why.......

I cannot explain when.............

I did not know how......................

Funny....

Sometimes, it is just flow out from your mind just like waterfall but sometimes it just stop like and iceberg in Antarctica.....(Which is melting now....)...

Recently.... I had finished watching these Goku film or should I say it as cartoon.

Some might say it is a childish. But believe me, it do inspire me. Not to become a super saiyan.....

but it is an inspirational in term of how he struggle to save the world... . The way he think, training and the sort of thing make me wonder, do I do something that Akira Toriyama sent message in these cartoon... to fulfill my dream.

Maybe these got nothing to do for those who are not watching or ever watch these cartoon. But still it make me think........

Sometimes...... you know why but you doesn't want to admit.......

sometimes...........you know when but you doesn't want to act.........

sometimes you know how...........but you doesn't want to explain........